Why do I have expectations for the Holidays that are clearly unrealistic? It's Thanksgiving and I was not intending to be by myself today being that I have been dating someone for 7 months now. Yes, his family is in town and I thought we might be together today. That is not the way it worked out at all. A conversation this morning changed everything....and I do mean everything. And with that on this holiday....I am by myself.
Making plans to go get food at Casa (where they serve it up Vegan style) and then probably a movie so I don't have to sit here in the apartment. Alone. (well, except for Eloise, my sweet dog. And truthfully, at least she won't make me cry, so I am happy to have her around.)
And I just might drink a bit of wine today....because I don't want to feel the hurt.
In the tradition of this holiday....I am truly thankful for my family (however, I miss them more than they could possibly know), health, and my job.
Happy Thanksgiving......I hope each of you can spend today with someone you love.
3 comments:
Cripes, you sound sooo sad. Hope you find a comedy movie to cheer you up!! Enjoy that wine...
I am so sorry that you are all alone today! If you were in Florida you would be welcome at our house - I love your company :) I hope you were able to see a great movie :) Love you and miss you!
UGH. im just now reading this. some people are just not as evolved as we would hope...
how was casa?! im curious to know what they served up on thanksgiving!
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